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Update

Well things are starting to feel a little more normal around here the last few days. I am still very sleepy and some days are better than others but we are making it. Thank the Lord that I have decided to take twelve weeks off work. I can not imagine going back to work right now. If I was only going to take off six weeks I would be going back to work on monday. I just dont think that I could do it. I am not ready. I can't believe it has already been six weeks though. Time goes by so fast. Blade weighed 8.6 pounds when he went to the doctor on tuesday. He is growing so fast. We are starting to get into a better routine. Now I just have to figure out what to do with him when I do go back to work. Right now we don't have a babysitter and may have to consider daycare. I really don't won't to. I don't really care for daycare but we may not have a choice. Well just as I sit down to do this of course the baby starts crying. More later.

May 30th

On May 30th my little man turned one month old. He is such a blessing in my life.

thrush

well just when one thing starts going right something else goes wrong. The diaper rash is finally starting to heal up but now he has thrush. We will most likely be making yet another trip to the doctor today. It seems as though I can not do anything right. Also there is something else that just perplexes me. For some reason he does not seem to be getting satisfied when he nurses but if we give him a bottle of the same breastmilk then he is calm and satisfied for alot longer. However, this just doesn't make any sense to me. He will nurse for 45 min to an hour and then be screaming again in an hour to hour and half but after a bottle he will sleep for 2-3 hours. I am open to any suggestions please!!! i just don't know what to do.